arghh
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Slowed down @ 1:31 PM
ugh, one by one, all my kakis left me. so far, 3 has left. 1 leaving soon. haiz. although i will miss them, but i know that the change may be good for them.
zombie monday
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Slowed down @ 10:14 PM
was walking about with my eyes partially opened today until 1 of them called out to me and asked if i am sleep-walking, to which i replied with a nod . haha. can't really concentrate today and thus, my brain takes longer to process information (longer than usual).
er. been so moodless lately that i don't know what to do.. even though i have tons of things to do. time to wake up.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Slowed down @ 11:26 PM
Yesterday: I was walking out of the staff room and suddenly, I heard a very familiar piece of music, was very surprised and for that split second, I thought that my thoughts have been distorted again. That piece of music belonged to an anime where the male character played and it's kind of sad. So, I "ran" down from the spiral staircase at level 3 to level 1, only to find that the source is not that, ran back up to level 2, only to find the hall be in total darkness (ok, only the shutters from the left side were opened, but no lights were switched on) with the piano notes. Ran there, and find a student playing the song, well, even asked him to teach me (who doesn't know how to read the music notes), I wonder what kind of questions he must be thinking when I asked him to teach me. ROFL
Today: Was feeling kind of hyper (must be the lack of sleep + belly full of food from last night) but sad also because one of my good friend left our office (well, more to come). Strange thing, we were not that close initially, but some incidents made us grow close and then become good friends (i think.. heh), and after July, I will be very lonely with few people to talk to.
Sometimes, I wonder, if it was a bad thing to be too 'friendly' / 'kind-hearted'. Seriously, I think helping others out of good will may or may not be creating more troubles for myself.
Labels: myself, yourself
